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The Hue of the Soul

— On Thoughts That Tint Us, and the God Who Renews Our Minds

There is a quiet truth tucked inside this ancient wisdom:
“The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts.” —Marcus Aurelius

Not splashed.
Not stained.
But dyed.

As if slowly lowered into a basin of hue, thread by thread, breath by breath. As if we are steeped—over time—until the very fiber of our being holds the echo of our inner dialogue.

Scripture reminds us, too, that “as a man thinks in his heart, so is he.” (Proverbs 23:7)
What we dwell on shapes us. The voice we listen to becomes the compass of our soul.
And the beauty—and weight—of this truth is that we are invited to participate in the formation of our own hearts by what we meditate on.

If the soul is a tapestry, then every thought is a thread.
And what we think—again and again—becomes the palette we wear from within.

Hope tints the soul with heaven’s glow.
Gratitude, with the soft greens of new creation.
But fear can draw in ash-grey shadows.
And shame? Shame dyes the soul in a slow-dripping indigo, heavy and silent, that can begin to feel permanent.

But nothing is too permanent for the Redeemer.
God, the Weaver of our being, invites us into renewal—again and again.

“Be transformed by the renewing of your mind,” Paul writes in Romans 12:2.
Because the world will try to paint us in its own palette—fear, scarcity, comparison.
But God dips our hearts in mercy. In truth. In light.
And when we return to Him, He restores the color of joy, the vibrancy of peace, the radiance of love.

We cannot always choose our first thoughts—those flash floods of fear or reflexive self-criticism.
But we can choose which ones we steep in.
Which ones we stir.
Which ones we invite God to sift and sanctify.

Pain has its own sacred pigment.
Even Jesus wept. Even Jesus bled.
But even pain, when placed in His hands, can be turned into a palette of redemption—not bitterness.

So today, I will pause.
I will ask myself gently: What color are my thoughts?
And if they are dark and heavy, I will not hide them.
I will bring them to the One who dyed the sky with sunrise and washed feet in humility.

Because even one drop of grace,
One whisper of truth,
One glance from the God who sees us—
Can begin to shift the hue of a weary soul.

And friend, He is still in the business of renewal.
Still in the habit of taking gray and turning it into gold.

They Will Know Us by Our Love: A Lament and a Calling

Lately, it seems the air is thick with suspicion. The headlines, the conversations at gas stations, the whispers in pews and the shouting in comment sections—so much of it is steeped in fear, in “us” versus “them,” in a kind of cold certainty that forgets the imago Dei in each face.

I find myself grieving.

Grieving the ways we have othered each other.

Grieving the ways God’s name is used like a weapon instead of a refuge.

Grieving the steady drumbeat of dehumanization that masquerades as conviction.

We are naming enemies where there are neighbors. We are calling strangers dangerous before we’ve ever shared a meal or heard their story. We are painting entire people groups with broad, fearful strokes and then calling it holy.

But it isn’t holy.
It isn’t even human.

When we strip someone of their dignity because of where they were born, who they love, the color of their skin, the questions they carry, the clothes they wear, the God they pray to (or don’t), we are not being faithful. We are being forgetful.

We have forgotten the way Jesus knelt—not stood tall—beside the hurting.
We have forgotten how He touched the unclean, dined with the scandalous, defended the accused, wept with the grieving, and silenced the mob.

We have forgotten the tenderness that scandalized the religious elite.
We have forgotten that the distinguishing mark of His followers is not correct doctrine, sharp arguments, or moral superiority.

It’s love.
“By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” — John 13:35

Not love in theory.
Not love in the abstract.
Not love only for those who look like us, think like us, worship like us.

But a love that crosses borders.
A love that pauses to listen.
A love that disarms instead of dominates.
A love that says, “I see God’s fingerprint on your life, even if I don’t understand your path.”

And yet here we are, in a time when suspicion is baptized and hate is dressed in church clothes. We hear that defending “truth” justifies cruelty, that purity demands exclusion, that God needs our outrage more than our compassion.

No.
That is not the Gospel.

The Gospel is the good news that God moved toward us in our brokenness.
And now we are to move toward others in theirs.

This kind of love does not mean the absence of boundaries or the approval of harm. But it does mean we resist the easy narratives that flatten people into caricatures. It means we tell the truth, yes—but with tears in our eyes, not venom in our voice.

It means when we speak of judgment, it is not with glee.
It is not with gloating.
It is not with gnarled fingers pointing outward, but with trembling hands open in repentance.

Because all of us—all of us—have fallen short.

And still, grace runs toward us like the father of the prodigal.
Still, mercy makes room at the table.
Still, we are being shaped by a God whose justice always partners with compassion.

So today, I pray we soften.
That we listen more than we speak.
That we lean in instead of turning away.

And that the world might begin to recognize us again—
not by the sharpness of our opinions,
not by the people we fear,
not by the lines we draw—
but by the unmistakable, tender, audacious love that looks like Jesus.

Helping the Household of Faith

“So then, as we have opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith.” – Galatians 6:10

In a world where suffering rarely takes a break, we are called to lean in—not turn away.

I think often of that verse in Galatians. It’s tucked gently into the end of Paul’s letter, a reminder that our faith doesn’t float in abstraction. It moves. It acts. It crosses borders, kneels low, and brings bread to the hungry and comfort to the grieving. It reaches for those in the thick of battle—not just metaphorically, but sometimes quite literally.

When war breaks out—whether across oceans or in the quiet tremors of someone’s soul—our first response isn’t to ask, is it safe? It’s to ask, is it faithful?

Because the Church is not confined to comfort.

The Church—the household of faith—is a global, breathing Body. And when one part suffers, we all suffer. When our brothers and sisters are displaced, bombed, starved, or isolated, we cannot simply offer prayers from the sidelines and call it enough.

We’re meant to embody the prayers we pray.

Helping the household of faith in war zones means listening when the rest of the world forgets. It means supporting local churches and pastors who stay behind to care for the broken. It means resourcing trauma care for the weary, showing up with blankets and bread, and reminding the faithful in hiding that they are not forgotten by the family of God.

It’s easy to romanticize suffering from afar. But real help is not romantic—it is rugged. It’s sending supplies in the mud. It’s finding ways to translate truth across language and pain. It’s navigating checkpoints and curfews and trauma triggers to sit with the grieving and to whisper, You’re not alone. The Church sees you. God sees you.

Helping the household of faith in war zones also means refusing to let global conflict numb us into inaction. It means choosing proximity. Choosing presence. Choosing to let our comfort be disrupted by the discomfort of others—because that is what love does.

And sometimes… it simply means showing up with loaves and fishes, trusting that God still multiplies.

This is our moment to be the Church—not just in sanctuary, but in the rubble.

May we carry each other across borders and battle lines. May we see beyond headlines into homes and hearts. And may we never forget that the household of faith is bigger than the pew beside us.

It stretches across oceans.

It bleeds and weeps and prays in the trenches.

And it waits for us—not just to care, but to come.

When One Part Suffers: Showing Up for the Household of Faith

“If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together. Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it.” – 1 Corinthians 12:26-27

The Church—the household of faith—is a global, breathing Body.
And when one part suffers, we all suffer.
When our brothers and sisters are displaced, bombed, starved, or isolated, we cannot simply offer prayers from the sidelines and call it enough.

Prayer is powerful—but so is presence.
And presence, when partnered with compassion, looks like action.

In a world filled with war zones, both visible and hidden, our calling doesn’t shift to self-protection. It leans harder into love. The body of Christ is not a metaphorical ideal we reference in Sunday sermons. It is a living, aching, Spirit-filled truth. And when that Body bleeds in one place, it throbs in another—if we’re paying attention.

We’re invited, not just to feel, but to move.

To send resources.
To amplify stories.
To wrap arms around refugees.
To train counselors.
To support pastors.
To keep showing up in the tension between despair and hope.

Because this is the mystery and miracle of the gospel—that God entered into our suffering, and now calls us to do the same.

When we lift up those in war zones—the widowed, the weary, the ones rebuilding churches from rubble—we aren’t reaching down. We’re reaching across. We’re strengthening our own frame by holding theirs.

And we must not grow weary in doing good.

To be the Church in a world of conflict means we choose proximity over comfort. Compassion over complacency. It means we remember that when a sister is sleeping in a train station or a brother is holding worship in a basement by candlelight, they are still Church—as much as we are.

Maybe more so.

Let’s not settle for soft sympathy when God invites us into fierce, embodied love. Let’s step beyond safe prayers and into sacred solidarity.

Because when one part suffers, we all suffer.
And when one part hopes, we all rise.

When the Flag Becomes an Idol: The Idolatry of Christian Nationalism

There is a growing movement—loud in voice and powerful in influence—that insists the only faithful Christian is a patriotic one. That to follow Jesus is to defend a particular nation, political agenda, or cultural dominance. It wraps crosses in flags and confuses political power with spiritual authority.

This is the doctrine of Christian nationalism.
And make no mistake: it is not the Gospel.
It is not faithfulness. It is idolatry.

What Is Christian Nationalism?

Christian nationalism is the belief that a nation—most often the United States—is specially chosen by God and should be governed by Christian values as interpreted through a particular political lens. It often suggests that to be a “true” American is to be a Christian, and to be a “true” Christian is to align with specific nationalistic or partisan views.

But this isn’t just about personal belief. It’s about systems, power, and control. It seeks to conflate God’s Kingdom with earthly rule, to wield Scripture as a weapon for dominance, and to reshape civic life around a narrow religious identity.

The Dominionist Roots

Christian nationalism is deeply influenced by dominionism—a theological movement that emerged in the late 20th century, especially among some charismatic and evangelical circles. Dominion theology teaches that Christians are meant to “take dominion” over the Earth by influencing or controlling the “seven mountains” of culture: government, media, education, business, family, religion, and the arts.

While rooted in a misinterpretation of Genesis 1:28 (“have dominion over the earth”), dominionism distorts this call to stewardship into a call for control—as if Jesus came to install a theocracy rather than to redeem hearts.

This ideology reimagines the Great Commission not as a call to make disciples of all nations through love, presence, and truth—but as a mandate to seize political power and enforce religious conformity. That is not biblical. That is empire-building.

Why This Grieves God

Jesus refused political power. When offered all the kingdoms of the world, He said no. When pressured to become a military leader, He withdrew. When questioned about allegiance, He said, “My Kingdom is not of this world.”

God does not need a flag to move His Spirit. He does not bless power grabs, fear tactics, or supremacy cloaked in religious language. In fact, He consistently speaks against them.

The prophets condemned Israel not for a lack of nationalism, but for a lack of justice, mercy, and faithfulness. Jesus rebuked the religious elite not for failing to enforce purity laws, but for neglecting the weightier matters of the law—justice and compassion. The early church grew not by wielding power but by laying it down.

Christian nationalism attempts to force what Jesus invites us to freely receive—the transformation of hearts and the ushering in of God’s Kingdom, not by law, but by love.

The Danger of Idolatry

Idolatry is not just bowing down to golden calves. It’s trusting in anything other than God for our identity, security, or salvation.
Christian nationalism turns the nation into a god.
It turns political leaders into messiahs.
It turns allegiance to a country into a test of faith.

And that, friend, is dangerous ground.

Whenever faith is fused with political identity, the Gospel gets distorted. It stops being good news for the poor, the refugee, the oppressed—and becomes a tool to preserve privilege and power.

Faithful Resistance

Following Jesus means resisting the pull of empire. It means remembering that the Kingdom of God is not built through elections or policy platforms, but through love, sacrifice, humility, and truth.

It means seeing our neighbors as image-bearers, not enemies. It means standing against systems that oppress, even when those systems benefit us. It means refusing to baptize nationalism as Christianity—and instead proclaiming a Gospel big enough for every tribe, tongue, and nation.

A Better Allegiance

Our ultimate allegiance is not to a country, a party, or a flag.
It is to a King who rode in on a donkey, not a warhorse.
Who wore a crown of thorns, not one of gold.
Who conquered not with violence, but with self-giving love.

To follow Him is to live in a way that confronts injustice, welcomes the outsider, and tells the truth—even when it costs us.

So may we repent of the idols we’ve made. May we resist the temptation to confuse patriotism with discipleship. And may we remember:
The Gospel does not need a flag to be powerful.
It only needs a willing heart and an open hand.

When Injustice Is Baked In: Why Systemic Racism Grieves the Heart of God

There are wounds in our world that aren’t caused by a single act—but by centuries of systems, stories, and silences that have allowed injustice to thrive.

Systemic racism isn’t just about personal prejudice—it’s about the way injustice gets built into the very structures of society: into our schools, our healthcare systems, our housing policies, our legal systems, even our churches. It’s the quiet but consistent pattern that keeps certain groups from flourishing, generation after generation.

And let’s be clear: God sees it. God grieves it.
Because systemic racism is not just a political issue. It’s a spiritual one.

God of Justice, Not Partiality

Scripture is saturated with God’s heart for justice. Over and over, we see a God who defends the oppressed, uplifts the marginalized, and calls His people to do the same.

“Let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.” — Amos 5:24
“God shows no partiality.” — Romans 2:11

God’s justice is not passive. It is active. It doesn’t just wait for heaven; it demands action here and now.

Racism—especially when built into systems that advantage some while disadvantaging others—is the opposite of God’s justice. It assigns value based on skin tone instead of sacred worth. It dehumanizes what God has declared as “very good.” It sows division where Christ came to bring unity.

Why It Matters to God

Systemic racism harms people God created in His image.
It distorts the Imago Dei.
It crushes opportunity.
It inflicts trauma.
It fuels generational pain.

And for those who follow Jesus, it also compromises our witness. How can we proclaim a Gospel of reconciliation while upholding systems of exclusion? How can we say “Jesus loves you” while ignoring the ways society continually treats some lives as more valuable than others?

Jesus turned over tables in the temple not just because of corruption, but because the place that was meant to be a house of prayer for all nations had become a place of exploitation. He still does not tolerate injustice dressed up in religious respectability.

The Church’s Role

The Church is called to be a prophetic presence in the world—not a silent bystander.
We are called to name injustice, confess our complicity, and commit to change.
Not once. Not for show. But as a posture of discipleship.

To love our neighbor means confronting what harms them.
To follow Jesus means standing where He stands—always with the oppressed, never with the oppressor.

Reckoning and Repair

Racial injustice didn’t appear overnight—and it won’t heal overnight. But we can begin:

  • By listening to voices we’ve ignored.
  • By lamenting out loud instead of staying quiet.
  • By examining the systems we live in—and our role within them.
  • By asking hard questions of our churches, our schools, our workplaces, and ourselves.
  • By choosing justice, even when it costs us comfort.

This is not about guilt. It’s about responsibility. It’s about waking up to the truth that racism is not just “out there”—it’s in the structures we navigate daily.

A Gospel Big Enough for Justice

The Gospel is not just about going to heaven. It’s about the inbreaking of God’s Kingdom on earth as it is in heaven. A Kingdom where every tribe, tongue, and nation is welcomed. A Kingdom where justice and mercy walk hand in hand. A Kingdom that will not tolerate the walls we’ve built.

God is not indifferent to injustice.
And neither can we be.

Because in God’s economy, there is no “us and them”—only beloved.
And when we work for racial justice, we are not being “political”—we are being faithful.

When One Is Diminished, We All Are: Confronting Systemic Sexism in Light of Scripture

We were never meant to build systems that favor one group at the expense of another. And yet, from boardrooms to pulpits, from paychecks to policy, systemic sexism weaves through the fabric of our society—limiting opportunities, silencing voices, and distorting the image of God in one another.

It’s easy to think of sexism as something personal—an offhand comment, a discriminatory hiring decision, a condescending tone. But systemic sexism is deeper. It’s not just in individual choices; it’s in the structure of things. It’s in the assumptions we make about leadership. It’s in the way certain work is undervalued because it’s often done by women. It’s in the underrepresentation of women in decision-making spaces and the overrepresentation of their pain in unaddressed trauma, abuse, and inequity.

And here’s the truth: everyone loses in a system built like that.

When women are excluded, the Church loses ministers, prophets, and peacemakers. When women are dismissed, the workplace loses innovation, wisdom, and collaborative strength. When girls are raised to doubt their voice, the world loses the sound of half its song.

The Cost to Society

Systemic sexism is not just a women’s issue—it’s a human issue. It robs our families, churches, communities, and institutions of their fullness. When half the population is constrained by ceilings, closed doors, or coded expectations, our collective potential shrinks. We settle for less when God made us for more—together.

Studies have long shown the societal benefits of gender equity: stronger economies, healthier families, more effective leadership teams. But Scripture pointed us to this long before the data did.

A Biblical Vision of Shared Dignity

The Bible begins with a radical declaration for its time: male and female He created them… in the image of God (Genesis 1:27). From the first page, we are shown a God who made both men and women as image-bearers—equal in worth, distinct in form, and designed to work in mutual partnership.

Throughout Scripture, we see God lifting the voices and gifts of women: Deborah, a judge and prophet. Mary Magdalene, the first witness to the resurrection. Priscilla, a teacher of theology. The Samaritan woman, the first evangelist in her town. These are not footnotes—they are frontline examples of God’s liberating power and affirmation.

Jesus consistently elevated women in a culture that did not. He spoke directly to them, dignified their questions, welcomed their leadership, and received their presence as essential—not optional—to His ministry.

Systemic sexism is not just socially damaging. It is theologically dissonant.

The Call to the Church

If the Church is to reflect the heart of Christ, then we must reckon with the systems—both secular and sacred—that have marginalized women and perpetuated harm. This isn’t about tokenism. It’s about transformation.

It’s about repenting where we’ve misunderstood Scripture to uphold hierarchy instead of humility. It’s about reimagining leadership structures that reflect the full Body of Christ. It’s about listening deeply to the stories of those who’ve been silenced—and believing them.

We must remember: we don’t honor Scripture by protecting our power. We honor Scripture by reflecting its Author—who came not to be served, but to serve; who welcomed women as disciples; who called us all to steward our gifts, not bury them.

A Kingdom of Wholeness

God’s Kingdom is not built on domination, but on shalom—wholeness, restoration, right relationship. That vision cannot be realized while systemic sexism remains embedded in our culture and institutions.

So we speak up. We examine the systems we’re part of. We make space at the table. We name what’s broken, not to shame, but to heal.

Because when one part of the Body suffers, we all do.
And when one part is honored, we all rejoice.

When the World Breaks and We Still Breathe

Some questions don’t have clean answers.
Why do bad things happen?
Why do children suffer?
Why are we here?

These aren’t just philosophical musings. – they’re wilderness cries They’re cries from hospital rooms, quiet bedsides, and the tearful silence of those who’ve seen too much too young. They rise from the rubble of warzones and the ache of abandoned hearts. They come from the therapist’s chair, too—from little voices asking questions no child should have to form.

“Why did this happen to me?”
“What did I do wrong?”
“Why did God let it happen?”

And if we’re honest, we’ve asked them, too.

The Ache of Injustice

It’s one thing to wrestle with suffering in theory. It’s another to look into the eyes of a child who’s been harmed and try to hold their pain with dignity and hope. There’s a kind of heartbreak that makes the world tilt sideways, where even the most well-intentioned theology can feel hollow.

We want answers.
We want justice.
We want to believe that life makes sense—that there is order, purpose, and meaning.

But sometimes, all we have is presence.

What to Do With the Hurt

When children are wounded by abuse, neglect, violence, or loss, our first task isn’t to explain their pain away. It’s to honor it. To hold space for the heartbreak. To say with our eyes, our hands, our breath: You matter. You are not alone. What happened to you was not your fault.

We become meaning-makers by how we show up—not just by what we say.

  • We hold their trembling stories with reverence.
  • We mirror back the truth of their worth when shame whispers otherwise.
  • We become safe, predictable, and kind—until their bodies begin to believe safety is possible again.

And slowly, healing comes. Not always with fanfare. Not in a straight line. But it comes—in laughter that returns, in eyes that meet yours, in the fierce little declarations like, “I made a new friend today.” That, too, is a kind of resurrection.

Why Are We Here?

Existentialists have long asked the question: What is the meaning of life?

Some would say, “There isn’t one”—at least not an inherent one. But maybe that’s the wrong question.

Maybe it’s not about finding some prewritten meaning. Maybe it’s about making it.

Maybe we’re here to love.
To see each other.
To suffer with and for one another.
To be the balm in someone else’s wound.
To choose kindness even when life feels cruel.

As a person of faith, I believe we are part of a much larger story—one that includes pain but isn’t defined by it. I believe in a God who suffers with us. A God who weeps, not because He is powerless, but because love always joins the hurting. And I believe we are here to reflect that kind of love—to be image-bearers of mercy, even in a fractured world.

Holding the Questions

I don’t have all the answers. None of us do.

But I do know this: When we stop pretending we have to tie it all up in a neat bow, we make room for something better—something real. We make space for healing. For wonder. For solidarity. For hope.

Even amid the ache, life still calls us to show up.

To hold the questions tenderly.
To care for the brokenhearted.
To find meaning in how we love.

And maybe, just maybe, that’s the holiest work of all.

When the World Feels Too Big and I Feel Too Small

Some days, the world just feels like too much.
Too much war.
Too much grief.
Too much injustice.
Too many systems that harm instead of heal.
And sometimes, too much noise in my own head.

I watch the news or sit with the pain of someone I love—or maybe I just scroll a little too long—and suddenly I feel it. That ache. That helpless, sinking feeling. Like I’m standing on the edge of something vast and chaotic, and I’m just… small. Like anything I could do wouldn’t matter. Like my voice is too quiet. Like my efforts are too fragile. Like I’m just one soul trying to stay upright in a storm too big to stop.

Have you felt it too?

There’s a deep helplessness that can settle in when we face the brokenness of this world with open eyes. When we truly see how much suffering exists. When we acknowledge how little control we actually have.

And yet, somehow, this smallness isn’t the whole story.

The Scriptures are full of people who felt small and overwhelmed. People who stood trembling before giants, or walls, or sea waves, or kings. People like Moses, who told God he wasn’t enough. Like Mary, who said yes to an unthinkable calling. Like the boy with a few loaves and fish, offering what seemed so meager in the face of so much need.

But over and over again, we see something remarkable: God never mocked their smallness. He never asked them to be more than they were. He simply asked them to show up with what they had.

Because small doesn’t mean insignificant.

Jesus said the Kingdom belongs to the poor in spirit. That faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains. That the last will be first. That the meek will inherit the earth. In God’s economy, smallness is not a problem—it’s a posture. A place where we can be honest, vulnerable, and open to grace.

When I feel helpless, I try to remember: I am not the Savior. I was never meant to carry the whole weight of the world. But I am held by the One who does. And He is not overwhelmed. Not surprised. Not out of options. He is near to the brokenhearted. He bends down to lift the weary. He sees even the sparrow.

Psalm 46 reminds us, “Be still and know that I am God.” That word still can mean “cease striving.” Let go. Unclench. Exhale. Trust.

So when I feel small, I try to do one small thing. Send one message. Offer one prayer. Make one meal. Sit with one person. That’s how love moves—small and steady, like yeast in dough or seeds in soil.

Maybe it’s okay to be small. Maybe that’s where God does His best work.

When the World Feels Too Heavy: Wrestling with Pain, Systems, and the God Who Sees

There are days when the weight of it all presses in too close.

Wars rage—some far away, some just beneath the skin of our own communities. I’ve walked the streets of Ukraine during a time of devastation, sat with students whose eyes carry both fierce resilience and unimaginable grief. I’ve seen the cost of war not just in rubble, but in hearts—young and old—trying to make sense of what has been lost, what has been shattered, and whether healing is possible.

I return home, and the pain doesn’t stay behind.

I sit with clients whose trauma echoes in every part of their being. Abuse survivors, people shaped by addiction, those who’ve endured betrayal, abandonment, and complex generational wounds. And though I am a therapist, I am not immune. I carry my own scars. I’ve known personal trauma, lived through seasons that left my soul scraped raw, wrestled with the echoes of pain that show up uninvited.

And sometimes, it’s not just the individual stories that haunt me—it’s the systems that allow harm to flourish.

I’ve worked in contexts where abuse was covered up instead of confronted. I’ve seen churches, cults, and institutions more committed to protecting their image than protecting the vulnerable. I’ve felt the sting of systemic racism, witnessed the corrosive effects of sexism, and watched how the language of God has been used to justify control rather than cultivate compassion. These aren’t isolated incidents. They’re part of a pattern—deeply embedded, tragically normalized, and too often silenced.

There are days I want to shout, Where is justice? Where is mercy? Where is God in all of this?

And I think… maybe that’s the most honest prayer we can offer sometimes.

Because if we read Scripture closely, we find a God who doesn’t shy away from these questions. The Psalms are full of them. How long, O Lord? Why have You forsaken me? Why do the wicked prosper?

We meet prophets who cry out against corrupt leaders and unjust systems. We follow Jesus, who flipped over tables in the temple—not because He was angry at people’s emotions, but because injustice and exploitation were taking place in God’s name. Jesus, who touched the untouchable, lifted up the marginalized, and told the truth even when it cost Him everything. Jesus, who suffered not just to save our souls, but to enter into the fullness of human suffering. Who bore wounds Himself.

This is not a God who avoids pain.

This is a God who joins us in it.

Still, it doesn’t make it easy. The pain is real. The rage is real. The questions are real.

But so is the invitation.

To stay tender.

To speak truth.

To work for change without losing heart.

To believe that healing is possible—even here. Even now.

There’s a strange kind of holiness in the wrestling. Jacob walked away with a limp, but also a blessing. Maybe we will too. Maybe our questions, our anger, our heartbreak—maybe these are not signs we’ve lost faith, but signs we are contending for a faith that’s worthy of the God we follow.

A faith that sees. That listens. That protects. That restores.

I don’t have all the answers. But I believe in a God who does not look away. And when I’m tempted to despair, I look to the faces of those who keep going—the clients who show up, the students who still hope, the survivors who speak their truth.

Their courage reminds me that love is still here. And so is God.

Even in the heartbreak. Especially there.