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Ashes and Altars: The Holy Courage of Ukraine

“He will give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, and a garment of praise for a spirit of despair.”
Isaiah 61:3


There is a fierce, sacred resilience in the soul of Ukraine—a resilience not born overnight, but carved through generations of sorrow, hope, and unyielding faith.

To understand the anguish of today, we must first remember the long ache of yesterday.

For seventy years, Ukraine lived beneath the heavy shadow of Soviet rule. Life under the Union was a life of scarcity, suspicion, and silence.
Faith was not free; it was feared.
Church doors were barred shut. Bibles were banned.
Believers gathered not in grand cathedrals but in the hidden places—the basements, the forests, the still corners where prayers could be whispered without being overheard.

It was dangerous to belong to Christ.
And yet, the Church lived.

Even the common rhythms of daily life bore the brand of oppression.

  • No private shops to build dreams.
  • No market stalls to trade goods with a neighbor.
  • No commerce that was not state-sanctioned and state-controlled.

Every salary was the same, a dull echo of effort with no reward.
Every home bore the same government-issued furniture, stripping homes of personality, families of dignity. Creativity was suspect. Ownership was dangerous.

If you needed bread—or sugar, or a pair of worn boots—you stood in line.
And waited.
And hoped the supply would not run dry before your turn.

There was a hunger deeper than the stomach’s ache.
A hunger for freedom.
A hunger for the dignity of choice.
A hunger for God.

And even so—the Spirit was never absent.

Faith took root underground like seeds buried deep in winter, hidden but not dead. Believers memorized Scripture because paper could betray them. They sang songs without raising their voices. They built altars in their hearts where no regime could reach.

This is the soil from which Ukraine has grown—a people who know what it is to suffer, to endure, and still to believe.

And now, once again, the land is groaning.

The war that erupted in 2022 has carved deep wounds into the body of Ukraine.

  • Cities once bustling with life now lie in ruins.
  • Families scatter like leaves before a bitter wind.
  • Children learn the sound of air raid sirens before the sound of bedtime stories.

The trauma is not just physical. It is spiritual. It is generational.

Grandparents who once whispered prayers under Soviet rule now whisper them again, this time for sons and daughters gone to the front lines.
Mothers rock children to sleep in underground shelters.
Fathers build barricades from the ruins of their own homes.

Still—hope presses through the cracks like green shoots after a fire.
Still—they endure.

They rebuild gardens in the rubble.
They gather for worship in the ruins.
They teach their children to sing songs of hope, even when the skies are heavy with smoke.

The need for peace—and a swift and lasting victory—is desperate.
Each day of delay deepens the wound. Each moment of continued violence hardens the soil where healing should already be taking root.

As followers of Christ, we are not called to observe from a distance.
We are called to carry the burdens of the suffering (Galatians 6:2).
We are called to defend the oppressed (Isaiah 1:17).
We are called to move toward the broken places with love in our hands and hope in our hearts.

Ukraine’s suffering is not foreign to the heart of God.
It must not be foreign to ours.

We must:

  • Remember.
  • Pray.
  • Give, advocate, go when called.
  • Hold the line of hope when the battle is long.

The people of Ukraine know what it is to sing hymns when the chains rattle loudest.
They know what it is to hold the light when the night is thick with fear.
They know what it is to build altars among the ashes.

And now, as they fight once more for the dignity of freedom, may we be the ones who lift their arms when they falter (Exodus 17:12).
May we be the ones who stand beside them until the day peace reigns over their beloved land.

God is not silent in Ukraine.
Even now.
Especially now.

Through us—His Church—may the people of Ukraine know:

They are seen.
They are loved.
They are not forgotten.

Lord, make beauty from these ashes.
Bring healing to this land.
And find us faithful, bearing Your light into the darkest valleys.

Each Life, a Reflection of the Creator

Right now, I’m sitting quietly in the Charlotte airport, my coffee cooling beside me as I wait for my friends Clay and Rebekah. I’m partway through the journey to Lviv, and as I watch the streams of people passing by — rolling suitcases, clutching coffee cups, adjusting backpacks — I find myself drawn into reflection.

There’s a certain beauty in airports that I often miss in the rush to get where I’m going. Here, gathered under one roof, are men and women from every walk of life. Different races, different languages, different ways of dressing and carrying themselves. Some in suits, striding with urgent purpose. Some in jeans and t-shirts, wandering a little wide-eyed. Some tired, some excited, some lost in their own thoughts.

And yet — in every face, a story. In every life, the sacred imprint of God.

Scripture tells us, “So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.” (Genesis 1:27, ESV).
It’s easy to affirm that in theory. But here, in the hum of announcements and the shuffle of footsteps, it feels tangible. Real.
Every person carrying hopes, fears, burdens, dreams.
Every person beloved by the Creator who shaped them with care.

It humbles me. It softens me.

Because if I’m honest, it’s easy to slip into my own little bubble — to see only my own journey, my own mission, my own people. But sitting here, watching the ebb and flow of humanity, I’m reminded: no one here is an extra in the story of the world. No one is invisible to the eyes of God.

The businessman tapping away at his laptop.
The weary mother juggling a toddler and a stroller.
The older couple holding hands as they find their gate.
The teenager traveling alone, earbuds tucked in, face serious.
The gate agent calling names over the loudspeaker.

Every single one — a reflection of divine creativity.
Every single one — a soul for whom Christ came. “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” (Ephesians 2:10, ESV).

And so I sit here, heart open, breathing a prayer for the strangers I will never meet again.
A prayer that they will know — somehow, some way — that they are seen, known, and deeply loved by the One who knit them together. (Psalm 139:13-14)

Maybe the next time you find yourself in a crowd — at the airport, in the grocery store, at a concert, or just in traffic — you’ll feel it too.
The quiet awe of realizing: we are surrounded by image bearers.
We are walking among the handiwork of God.
And maybe that realization will change the way we look at each other — with more tenderness, more patience, more wonder.

Even here.
Even now.
Especially now.

The Night Before I Go

The house is quiet tonight. Suitcases stand zipped and ready by the door. My passport rests on the counter beside a worn leather Bible. Maci, ever intuitive, moves softly through the house, sensing the shift. And my heart—well, my heart is carrying a blend of peace, urgency, and something that feels like holy ache.

There’s always a weight to the night before.

Not fear, exactly. But reverence. The kind of solemn awareness that rises when you know you’re about to step onto sacred ground again—where trauma runs deep, where suffering is not abstract, and where the call to love is not theoretical.

It would be easier to stay. That truth lives quietly in my body too. Home is warm. Familiar. Safe. And if I’m honest, I’m tired. The last trip was beautiful, yes—but heavy. The stories stayed with me long after I returned. They still do.

But I also know this: my life is not my own.

And when you know you’re called—when you believe with your whole self that love is not just something we feel but something we do —then there’s no question. The path becomes clear, even when it’s hard.

I go because I love the people there. I go because I’ve seen firsthand the resilience and faith of students and counselors and community members who show up day after day to heal others while still healing themselves. I go because God is there—in every classroom, in every story of loss and redemption, in every sacred moment of connection that reminds us we are not alone.

I go because Jesus did.

He didn’t stay in comfort. He entered our pain. He walked toward the wounded, the frightened, the outcast. And in doing so, He showed us what love looks like: Incarnate. Present. Willing.

So tonight, I breathe deep and steady. I let the tears come as they need to. I hold both the joy and the gravity of this calling. And I entrust all of it—my family, my team, my own fragile heart—into the hands of the One who goes before me.

Will you pray with me?

Pray for peace in Ukraine. For safety on the roads and skies. For students who are holding so much as they learn to hold space for others. For churches and counselors who serve tirelessly in a war-weary land. And pray that we, as a team, would be vessels—gentle and willing, filled not with our own wisdom, but with the compassion and presence of Christ.

This is holy work.

Thank you for sending me with your prayers. Thank you for loving us as we go.

With a full and steady heart,
Sandy

“You are not sent to do easy work. You are sent to do holy work. And holy work will stretch you, cost you, and ultimately shape you into someone more like Christ.”
— Unknown

What We Post Matters: Reflecting Christ in a Digital World

There’s a quiet kind of influence that happens every time we tap “share.”
With just a few keystrokes, we offer the world a glimpse into our hearts—our humor, our opinions, our frustrations, and our values. And in a world overflowing with voices, every post is an echo that either builds up or tears down.

As followers of Christ, our online presence is more than a personal outlet—it’s a reflection of the One we claim to follow.

That doesn’t mean we have to be perfect.
It means we’re invited to be intentional.

Scripture reminds us that “the mouth speaks what the heart is full of” (Luke 6:45). In today’s terms, we might say, the keyboard types what the heart carries. Our posts and comments become modern-day testimonies—either drawing people closer to the heart of God, or pushing them away.

It’s tempting sometimes to post something sarcastic or biting, especially when it feels like a funny joke or a clever jab. But humor that comes at someone else’s expense—even if it’s anonymous or generalized—often seeds harm rather than healing. It’s worth asking:
Would I say this if the person I’m mocking were sitting across from me, made in the image of God?

Kindness isn’t weakness.
Discernment isn’t censorship.
And choosing gentleness doesn’t mean we’re less honest—it means we’re deeply committed to loving truth.

In Ephesians 4:29, Paul urges, “Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up… that it may benefit those who listen.” Today, that extends to what we post, tweet, or meme.

What if we became known as people who make the internet kinder?

What if our social media pages were places of refuge, laughter without cruelty, truth without venom, conviction without condemnation?

We don’t always get it right—I know I haven’t. But we can start asking better questions before we hit “post”:
• Does this reflect the love of Jesus?
• Would I want this said about me or someone I love?
• Is this helpful, hopeful, or healing?

The world doesn’t need more snark. It needs more light.

Let’s be the people who bring it.

When We Love the Least, We Love the Lord

In a world that often celebrates power, platform, and influence, it’s easy to forget that Jesus never once told us to chase after any of those things. Instead, He pointed to the margins. To the overlooked. The unheard. The hurting. And then He said something wild:

“Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.” — Matthew 25:40

It’s not just a poetic thought. It’s a deeply political, deeply spiritual reorientation of value and worth.

Because in Christ’s kingdom, the least are not less.

They are Him.

So Who Are “The Least of These” Today?

They’re not hard to find. They’re in our headlines, our neighborhoods, and our churches:

  • The child in foster care, bouncing between homes, craving stability.
  • The asylum seeker at the border, fleeing war, clutching hope in both hands.
  • The single mom deciding between groceries or rent.
  • The elderly neighbor whose name no one seems to remember.
  • The man sleeping under the overpass—cold, forgotten, human.

In a climate of culture wars and weaponized faith, it’s tempting to reduce “the least of these” to a charity category. But Jesus didn’t. He made it personal. What you do to them… you do to Me.

Faith That Looks Like Something

It’s not enough to say we love Jesus if we don’t love the ones He called His own. And love, biblically, is not abstract. It shows up.

It shows up in how we vote—not just for personal gain, but for the flourishing of the vulnerable.

It shows up in how we speak—not with contempt, but with compassion, especially when the world chooses cruelty.

It shows up in what we protest, what we post, and what we prioritize.

It shows up when we refuse to dehumanize people for their poverty, their identity, their trauma, their history, or their politics.

Because Christ does not call us to agreement. He calls us to love.

What If the Test of Our Faith Isn’t What We Think?

What if, when we finally meet Jesus face to face, He doesn’t ask how loud we sang in church or how many Bible verses we memorized?

What if He simply asks:

Did you love Me when I was hungry? Did you visit Me when I was alone? Did you fight for Me when I was mistreated? Did you see Me in the ones your world said didn’t matter?

The Invitation

This isn’t guilt. It’s invitation.

To live the Gospel not as a theory, but as a posture. To stop spiritualizing cruelty and call it what it is: sin. To see the sacred in every face we’re tempted to overlook.

Because when we love the least, we love Jesus.

And when we ignore them, we risk ignoring Him too.

Reflecting Mercy: Who Would Receive My Care This Week?

“If I were to reflect God’s mercy more fully, who among those I know would I show special care for this week?”

It’s a question that both unsettles and awakens me.

Wayne Grudem defines God’s mercy as “God’s goodness toward those in misery and distress.” Not just kindness in general—but goodness toward suffering. A particular tenderness that bends low to lift the burdened. A holy compassion that sees pain and moves toward it.

Mercy is not passive pity. It’s movement. Intention. Engagement. It is God’s heart stooping to meet us in our weakness, not with condemnation, but with comfort.

And if we’re being honest, that’s not always the heart we carry into our own weeks.

We’re busy. We’re hurt ourselves. We’ve been disappointed or overlooked. We’ve grown calloused, even unintentionally, to the silent aching in the people around us.

But mercy invites us back. Not to hustle, but to presence. Not to rescue, but to care.

So again, I ask myself—and I invite you to join me in asking:

If I were to reflect God’s mercy more fully, who would receive my special care this week?

Maybe it’s the single mom at church whose eyes don’t shine like they used to.

Maybe it’s the coworker whose jokes are getting darker—humor covering hurt.

Maybe it’s your own spouse, your child, or your aging parent. Not someone far away, but someone close—and maybe a little forgotten.

Maybe—if you’re brave enough—it’s the person you’ve grown bitter toward. The one who doesn’t deserve your kindness. And yet, mercy isn’t about deserving. It never has been.

Maybe it’s you.

Sometimes the most radical act of reflecting God’s mercy is extending it inward—to the parts of yourself that are still aching, afraid, or ashamed. Mercy toward your own soul is not selfish. It’s sacred.

This week, I’m praying for eyes to see as God sees: To recognize distress where it’s hidden. To offer gentleness where it’s needed. To embody mercy—not as an abstract virtue, but as a way of walking through the world.

Because mercy isn’t just something we receive from God. It’s something we’re called to reflect.

So—who comes to mind for you?

And what might it look like to show them special care this week?

Have I Slandered God? — A Personal Reckoning

I came across Oswald Chambers’ words this morning with my coffee still warm in my hands and my heart just beginning to settle. The reading was titled, “Have You Slandered God?” — and honestly, I wasn’t ready for the question to hit me that hard.

At first glance, I thought, Of course not. I would never slander God. I’m a follower of Jesus. I preach grace and cling to hope. But as I read on, Chambers drew the definition out from beneath the surface: “Slandering God means giving the impression that He is not altogether good.”

And that stopped me cold.

Because I realized I’ve done that—not with loud declarations, but in the quiet places. In the sighs too deep for words. In the moments when prayers went unanswered the way I hoped. When grief lingered longer than it felt like it should. When suffering felt unfair and silence felt cruel.

Without saying it aloud, I’ve sometimes lived like I believed God had let me down. I’ve told others God is trustworthy, but in my private doubts, I’ve questioned His timing, His ways, even His love.

I’ve slandered Him with my suspicion.
I’ve whispered accusations with my disappointment.
I’ve wondered if maybe He forgot me.

And yet—He’s never slandered me.

He has never once turned His face away in disgust.
He has never misrepresented my story.
He has never held my weakness against me.

Instead, He keeps inviting me back. To see Him as He truly is—not as my weary heart sometimes imagines Him to be, but as He has always been:
Faithful.
Merciful.
Present.
Good.

Even when I’m struggling to believe it, He is still good.

This isn’t about shame—it’s about clarity. About confession that heals instead of condemns. Chambers isn’t trying to make us afraid of God’s disappointment; he’s pointing us back to trust. A trust that doesn’t rely on our feelings, but on God’s unchanging character.

So today, I’m asking myself a new question—not just “Have I slandered God?” but “What would it look like to honor Him with my trust today?”

It might mean sitting with my grief, but still calling Him good.
It might mean praying again, even after silence.
It might mean choosing to believe that His “no” or “not yet” is love I don’t yet understand.

Friend, if you’ve been struggling too—if you’ve questioned His goodness in the quiet—this isn’t a reprimand. It’s a hand on your shoulder. A gentle voice saying, “Come back. Remember who He is.”

He can handle our honesty. He meets us in our doubt. But He also wants to remind us that He is not like us. He does not wound and withdraw. He stays. He restores. He redeems.

Let’s be people who speak of His goodness, not just when life is good, but when life is hard and we choose to believe anyway.

Let’s honor Him with our trust.

Even here.
Even now.
Even when.

When the Sirens Keep Singing: A Reflection on School Shootings and the Ache for Peace

Another school.
Another shooting.
Another place of learning and laughter turned into a scene of chaos and grief.
This week, it was Florida State University. But it could have been anywhere. And that’s what breaks us open again and again.

We weren’t made for this.
Our hearts weren’t meant to learn how to read the signs, rehearse lockdown drills, or scan a classroom for the safest hiding spot. Our children weren’t created to carry the weight of wondering if their school might be next. And yet, here we are—again.

There’s a particular ache that comes with these headlines. A kind of spiritual nausea. Because how many more? How many times can we offer thoughts and prayers while holding the staggering reality that the world feels increasingly unsafe—and seemingly unchanged?

As people of faith, we believe in a God who sees. Who hears the blood of Abel still crying from the ground. Who weeps with us in the hallways of our grief. And still, we wrestle: What do we do when prayers feel powerless and action feels paralyzed?

Here are a few reflections I’m sitting with this week:

1. Grief Is a Holy Response

Lament is not weakness—it is worship. Scripture is filled with cries of “How long, O Lord?” and “Why have You forsaken me?” We are invited to bring our sorrow before the throne of grace, not sanitize it. We don’t need to rush past our heartbreak. Jesus Himself wept over death. He was a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief. And we are never more like Him than when we grieve with those who grieve.

2. Proximity Matters

It’s easy to feel overwhelmed by the scale of the problem and retreat into helplessness. But love calls us to proximity. To see the people in our immediate circles who are afraid, angry, or numb. To check on the teachers, students, parents, and first responders. To be present in the long aftermath, not just the news cycle. This is how we become the hands and feet of Christ—by moving toward pain, not away from it.

3. Peacemaking Is Not Passive

Jesus said, “Blessed are the peacemakers,” not the peacekeepers. Making peace requires courage. It demands we enter the mess and do the hard, often unseen work of healing. That might mean advocacy. It might mean deeper conversations about mental health, gun violence, access to care, or the spiritual formation of our communities. It might mean raising our voices in love, even when it’s uncomfortable. The Gospel does not call us to comfort—it calls us to cross-bearing.

4. Resurrection Is Our Anchor

The cross tells us that evil is real. But the empty tomb tells us it doesn’t get the final word. As Christians, we hold a dual citizenship—one foot in a broken world, the other in the unshakable Kingdom of God. We mourn the present pain, but we do not despair. Because we know the arc of history bends toward redemption. Because even in the valley of the shadow, we are not alone.

So, what do we do?

We pray.
We grieve.
We show up.
We listen.
We advocate.
We hold tight to hope.

Not a shallow, sugarcoated hope—but a gritty, resurrection-shaped hope that refuses to give up on a world that God still so deeply loves.

And maybe, in the face of so much senseless violence, we take up a different kind of weapon:
Kindness that disrupts hate.
Courage that interrupts apathy.
Faith that insists light is still stronger than darkness.

Lord, have mercy.
Christ, have mercy.
Make us instruments of Your peace.

The Silence Between the Thorns and the Triumph

Today is the in-between.

Good Friday has passed—the sky has darkened, the curtain torn, and the world has exhaled a gasp of grief. The cross still casts its shadow over the earth, and the tomb is sealed tight.

And yet, resurrection has not yet dawned.

This is Holy Saturday.
The day of waiting.
The day of not knowing.
The day of silence.

Scripture is quiet about this day. The Gospels, which paint with vivid color the pain of Friday and the victory of Sunday, go nearly still when it comes to Saturday. And maybe that’s the point. Maybe Holy Saturday was never meant to be explained—but felt.

It is the space between sorrow and joy, between the breaking and the mending, between “It is finished” and “He is risen.”

And in that space… is where we live more often than we like to admit.

Because for so many of us, life feels like Holy Saturday.

We know the promise, but we haven’t yet seen the fulfillment.
We’ve buried our hope, but haven’t yet heard it call our name.
We trust that God is good, but the grave still looks like it won.

We live in the tension of what was and what will be.
And today, God does not rush us out of it.

He lets us linger here.
In the hush.
In the waiting.
In the ache.

And maybe that’s a holy thing too.

Because here—where all seems lost and nothing seems certain—faith breathes its truest breath.
Here is where we say: “I still believe.”
Here is where we whisper: “Even now, You are near.”
Here is where hope is no longer a feeling but a fierce decision.

And make no mistake—He is still working.

Even when it looks like nothing is happening.
Even when the tomb is closed and the silence is thick.
Even when the sky feels empty and our prayers feel unanswered.

Jesus descended into the depths—not just to fulfill prophecy, but to make sure no place is beyond His reach. Not even death. Not even despair. Not even the long, quiet waiting of Holy Saturday.

So today, we wait.

But not as those without hope.

We wait with tear-streaked cheeks and hearts that refuse to stop hoping.
We wait with the trust that Sunday is coming.
We wait, not because we are forgotten—but because God is not finished.

And oh, friend—when He moves the stone… it will all make sense.

Until then, we wait. Together.
In silence.
In trust.
In hope.

It Is Finished: Love Poured Out and the Life That Follows

Good Friday is the day love broke open.

It is the day blood and mercy mingled. The day silence hung heavy in the air as the Son of God breathed His last. And the day that, paradoxically, the greatest victory the world has ever known was won through what looked like utter defeat.

We remember the Cross today—not just as a symbol of suffering, but as the greatest expression of love the world has ever known.

“It is finished.”

Three words spoken not in despair, but in triumph. Not in resignation, but in radiant completion. Jesus’ cry from the Cross was not a whisper of defeat, but a roar of redemption. It was a declaration that the debt had been paid, the veil torn, and the chasm between us and God bridged once and for all.

He gave up His life willingly. Not taken, but given. Not demanded, but offered.

In that moment, love was no longer theoretical or conditional. It became flesh and bone, pierced and poured out. It looked like forgiveness for those who mocked Him. It looked like hope offered to the criminal beside Him. It looked like the Lamb, spotless and surrendered, taking on the weight of all our sin and shame.

And in the shadow of that Cross, in the radiance of that love, I ask myself: How then shall I live?

What kind of life rises from such love?

It cannot be a life of self-preservation. It cannot be a life of bitterness or revenge. It cannot be a life lived for comfort alone. Love like that—love that suffers, that forgives, that lays itself down—calls me to more.

It calls me to open my hands when I want to cling. To forgive when I’d rather fold my arms. To listen when I’m tempted to turn away. To see the dignity in every human soul—because Christ died for them too.

It calls me to live not from scarcity, but from the fullness of grace that has been lavished on me.

The Cross redefines love—not as sentiment, but as sacrifice. Not as a feeling, but as a fierce, unrelenting choice. And in the light of that, I am invited to live a cruciform life. One shaped by His love. One poured out in response.

This is not easy love. But it is holy love. It is the love that interrupts cycles of hate. The love that shows up in the grief, in the mess, in the margins. The love that says, “Not my will, but Yours.”

And so, on this Good Friday, I do not look away from the suffering. I do not rush ahead to Sunday. I sit at the foot of the Cross and let that victorious cry echo through every part of me.

It is finished.

So let the striving cease. Let the shame fall away. Let the walls we’ve built crumble. And let love remake us—again and again.

May I live today, and every day, as one who has been loved like that.